Escape the Past

Ecentricity over exaggerated
A loner by means of bad luck
Only to reach some level
Of anti-socialism
Wanting to believe in the goodness
Of everyone
But has anyone
Seen my inner goodness?
It would be miraculous
If the over indulged ego
Never existed
Then maybe
We
Could put our pride
Aside
I'm the girl nobody wants
To sit beside
Why does it seem to me
That nice girls finish last?
Why does it seem to me
That I can't escape the past?