My Steamy Dreamy Thoughts (Steamy)

Maybe.... I shouldn't.... Lust over
You. Even

Secretly, it almost feels wrong.
That's not
Everything I see when I look
At you. It's not the first thing that comes to
My mind about 
You.

Dare I be so bold as to
Reveal my innermost
Emotions that I'd rather run 
Away than push 
Myself to say to 
You? Even at 

The risk of you
Holding it against me... I'll
Openly admit that
Under certain circumstances... I'd
Gush as you 
Held me...
Thrusting... 
So deep.