Crystal Clear

I want to protect

That which you neglect

That which you have come to expect

You don't try to reflect

What I've given to you

You show me little more than intellect

And I have tricked myself again

With this grand illusion

I can't escape confusion

It is as though getting close to you

Has become more than an intrusion

When all I want is emotional fusion

Opening your heart is the hardest thing to do

I can't always wait for you

To make a decision as to what you want from me

What do you want this to be?

To me this is more than companionship

To me this is more than kinmanship

On the pretense of a relationship

I have tried so hard to make good impressions

I have tried so hard to make lasting impressions

This is still something I want to work out

You seem to want to feed my doubt

Stupid little things left undone, shouldn't bother me

But these stupid little things cause insecurity

I don't want to go down the path to loss

Because you don't want to help me see

Why you are denying them to me

Especially because you are not here

To help me confront my fear

There are some things you need to hear

And some things that I need to make

Crystal clear