Without Blinking

I like the way you greet me
As though you're waiting to meet me
Without the opportunity
Of doing so discreetly
You ought not to do
What you ought not to do
When all eyes are on you
Although you want to
How badly you want to
Just slip through
Some crack
They know not about
How I wish I could help you out
You look at me
Nervously
Childishly
As though you are thinking
What you ought not to be thinking
Who's to say I'm not thinking
What I ought not to be thinking?
This suggestion without winking
This challenge without blinking

Would You Walk Away?

Would you believe me
If you gave me
Half a moment
To tell my story?
To tell my side?
Or would you just look at me
As if I didn't deserve to be
Given half a moment
As though I've lied?
When have you ever known me to lie?
I don't have any reasons to lie
That's not how I get by
You know that I try
Just to get by
Would you hear
What I have to say?
Would you listen
To what I have to say?
Would you care
About what I have to say?
Or would you walk away?

Lovely Sinner

Smile down on me
You lovely sinner
Floating above me
And sweetness comes to me
In pieces
I fall to pieces
Jagged and sharp
Edges cutting deeper
Blood will never stop flowing
Angels are glowing
Simply knowing
The secrets of heaven
Of the hearts of all men
And women
Silver omen
Coin toss of pros and cons
Daylight dawns
Suddenly sneaking up on you
Until you can't remember
What day it is
Or how old we've become

Always Will

Brown eyed babe
Sexy scorpio
The same fire
In your aggressive nature
Drives the passion
The fight for acclaimation
The surging summoning
Something
You can't explain
Call it compulsion
Call it what you will
I can feel it still
And you know
I always will

Escape the Past

Ecentricity over exaggerated
A loner by means of bad luck
Only to reach some level
Of anti-socialism
Wanting to believe in the goodness
Of everyone
But has anyone
Seen my inner goodness?
It would be miraculous
If the over indulged ego
Never existed
Then maybe
We
Could put our pride
Aside
I'm the girl nobody wants
To sit beside
Why does it seem to me
That nice girls finish last?
Why does it seem to me
That I can't escape the past?

Inpenetable Integrity

I would like to believe
That there are no grey areas
It should be distinctively right or wrong
So that I don't have to refuse to play along
A heart broken and rebuilt is so strong
A place for power at the palace gates
Diligent dukes and magistrates
Marvel at the magnicance
Celebrating significance
Splendor supreme
Enforcemt of security
Inpenetable integrity

Night Without Light

Persuasive pattern of stars and stripes
Like a barber pole zebra
Stars that guide us home at night
Feeling like fireflies in fury
Blinking like pulses of flashes
With all things that go bump in the night
Darkness removed from darkness
such is night without light
The emptiness of what is quiet and still
To be filled with the frequent sequence of thrill
We only have our time to kill
Strike the tip of the match between your teeth
Taste the sulpher burning your lips
All words of foul tendancy should taste much bitter

Try Again

Try again if you think you stand a chance
If you think I'll give you a chance
Impossibly impersonal as though days don't count
The time is always now for some of them
Who can never stand to wait
Anxiously anticipate
the circles of circumstance
The slowest dance
Light shining off the metal frame
Impetuous impatience
Never wait for any reason
A quarter past the seventh season
Twisted trickery and treason
Monolithic marquis
Pointing to pathological positions
Indicated in ink
Bailed out in a blink
Across oceans divided
As near as never ever was
As far as freedom feels

No Way to Be Free

Only in my dreams
someone is waiting patiently
If I sleep into the day
My love I've found will slip away
As though love matters to me not
Nor I matter much to love
For when for love I've fought
I am ambushed from above
As though angels have wrath for me
They keep my number from me
Unshown to none but me
For there is no way to be free

Bringer of Tears

The bringer of tears
Not of joy or of fears
Pain or loss; nor regret
Some emotion unlabled as of yet
Unlabled as of unfelt prior to
Unable to feel unashamed
Doscile as a dalliance
Could it be mirror recognizance?
Mere satisfaction in solace?
I dare to beg for crumbs at your table
The delight of decadance
Never out of your sight or reach
If only modesty could teach
Broadening the boldness of breach
Only; Not every for each!

Heart of Gold

There's a girl I'd like you to meet
Some say she's nice
Some say she's sweet
I've even been told
She's got a heart of gold

Dependant

Lament my latent lustre
Return from all the world
All the riches that enslave you
As if you cannot see
The sihouette of this sililoquey
The attraction of this analogy
Hunting for riches beyond this earth
Not listening to natural noise
Purposely parishing in poise
Surrender to thoughts
You never allow yourself to think
Of yourself over anyone else
If your happiness is so dependant
On the happiness of a dependant
You have forgotten that you are dependant