The Very Least You Could Have Done

Time, that I can never
Have back but
Eventually, I'll have to find a way to forgive myself.

Very 
Early on I should have seen it, but I
Really wanted what I thought I could have had. 
Years of being made to feel 

LESS THAN. 
EASILY DISMISSED
AS THOUGH I DON'T MATTER. OR 
SOMEDAY, BUT NEVER
TODAY.

You left me waiting like an
Option
Until I left you like a 

Choice because it was either that
Or I'd keep being treated the way you treated me
Until I got tired of it. Until I decided to
Leave the situation and leave you to your
Devices, to what you wanted to

Have, instead of what we could have had.
All the attention you could have ever wanted. 
Vanity and validity, as though
Everything and everyone else matters and I

Don't. The
One who actually wanted to be with you. Who you
Never had to be anything else, false, not for my
Entertainment or otherwise.