I Owe You

I'm sorry I've been selfish

Wanting you all to myself

When you are unable

To cast a magic spell

I'm sorry I've been so harsh

I said some things I did not mean

I didn't say them to be mean

I can't help being stupid

I can't help being insecure

When I'm so afraid of losing you

I can't help blame you

If you wanted to

Walk out on me

In ways I deserve that

For thinking selfishly

You say it's cold where you are

It's cold here without you

I wish I could wrap myself around you

And keep you warm at night

That would be alright

I'm sorry I haven't tried to understand

Now I see things clearer

I owe you more credit

Than I had previously given you

All I saw is that you went away again

Even though you had to

And I have to do the things I must do

So that I can be as naieve

And think that you don't have enough time

All you want is more time

Between being there

And going back

I am really sorry for not cutting you some slack