Pull Through

I am afraid that you will see

That I am truly ugly

Inside I am monsterous

I distroy what I want to save

I am the epitome of my own slave

Bound by hope alone

Chains sunk deep into stone

Hope that I'll be free someday

That I can make you stay

You said that you're still here

But will you be next year?

If you forgive me for my selfishness

I will promise never to doubt you

Even though I doubt myself more

Than I could ever doubt you

I could never love myself

As much as I want to love you

As much as I want to be loved by you

That is only a decision for you

Of course you don't have to

And I often wondered if you

Really knew

How fond I've been of you

How much I want this to pull through