It Hurts to Know

It hurts to know

How you really feel

About me

You make it seem

As though it was

All my fault

I cannot

I will not

Take all the blame

All the guilt

You may as well

Have spit in my face

Tore out my heart

And shoved it down

My throat

Sans Rootbeer float

All I can do

To keep myself afloat

As you push me

Out of your boat

Under icy waves

Retribution being

The only thing that saves

My final breath

For you alone

So you can walk away

And tell everyone

How I cannot comprehend

When you are the one

Who does not comprehend

What I was fighting to keep alive

Now I'm fighting to stay alive

My heart is breaking

All over again

Except this time

I will not cry

Because

I cannot cry

Over this

I will not cry

Over this

You hurt me this time

And I won't forget

How much it hurts

Even now

Especially now

But I'll show you

Just how strong

I can be

When I learn to be strong

I don't care if you ever

Figure out where you went wrong

I don't care if you ever

Say you're sorry

It won't mean much

To me

Just like when

You told me you loved me

How can I believe you

When you told me

That you'd always be there for me

And now you just add insults

To injury

I hope you're happy

Now that you've hurt me