The Last Time

If I could tell you
What’s been on my mind
In a way
That wouldn’t scare you
Away
That wouldn’t make this
Any harder
Than it already is
If we could talk
The way
We used to talk
I would feel
So much better
Knowing
That things aren’t
Changing
For the worst
That things are
Steadily progressing
That I don’t have
A reason to worry
A reason to stay awake
Trying not to worry
That the last time
Might be the very last time
That I’ll ever get
To see you
But I still hope
That the last time
Meant something
Meant anything
That the last time
Meant as much
To you
As it did
To me