Bummin' Around

I don't know what it is
About her
That makes her an easy target
A portable bull's eye
Wherever you are
Whenever you want
I've been here
Just waiting
For my buttons to be pushed
At any moment
Of any day
I keep saying
That I'm staying
Home; where I belong
I keep trying to be strong
Saying no has always been the hardest thing
Saying no to everything
Sometimes I just want to be alone
And nobody wants to leave me alone
When I need to be alone
When I don't want to be alone
Is when I'm always alone
Why can't there be a middle ground?
It would save me from bummin' around