Socialization

Sometimes I really wonder
What the point is
Of socialization
I don't feel comfortable
Socializing
Most of the time
It's something
I may never be
Comfortable
With or with myself
Maybe
I was meant to be
An outcast
It sets in
Because I let it set in
I let it in
I let it begin
But I can't keep it all in
That's where I go wrong
How it's been all along
How it's been for so long
It is the openness
They mistake loyalty
With availability
Nobody
Really
Understands me