What Lies Ahead

I keep thinking backwards
Because I'm too scared
To think towards
My future
I'm not too sure
I really want to know
What is in store
For; me
But neither can I live
With the uncertainty
If I was asked which I'd rather hear
I'd go for the good news
If only I could choose
If only I was given the choice
To voice
The question
"What do I have to look forward to?"
I do not want to know what I have to dread
But I know that all of it
Just lies ahead