Crystal Clear

I want to protect
That which you neglect
That which you have come to expect
You don't try to reflect
What i've given you
You show little more than intellect
And I have tricked myself again
With this grand illusion
I can't escape the confusion
It is as though getting close to you
Has become more than an intrusion
When all I want is emotional fusion
Some electrical convolution
Opening up your heart is the hardest thing to do
I can't always wait for you
To make a decision as to what you want from me
What do you want this to be?
To me this is more than companionship
To me this is more than kinmanship
On the pretense of a relationship
I have tried so hard to make good impressions
I've tried so hard to make lasting impressions
This is still something I want to work out
You seem to want to feed the doubt
Stupid little things left undone shouldn't bother me
But these stupid little things cause insecurity
I don't want to go down the path to loss
Because you won't help me see
Why you are denying them to me
Especially because you are not here
To help me confront that which I fear
There are some things you need to hear
And some things I need to make crystal clear