Disappointment

I'm disappointed
That some things
Work for other people
While they do not
Work for me
I know I am impatient
I feel as though
I cannot wait
Because I might not
Ever get the chance
For anything real
How would I even know
If it were real?
When I just can't feel?
Don't I have appeal?
Why am I being cheated out of appreciation?
This alone is cause for disappointment