Feeling Better

Yes, I can admit
That I'm scared
Because I was the one
Who didn't think she cared
I didn't want to care
I didn't want to stare
Into the pool of uncertainty
That is what most scares me
Not knowing is half the battle
It lead me to the bottle
I did not feel better
For getting to the bottom
I can feel better
Now knowing
That I do not need
I will not bleed
Without
The bottle
It cannot fill me
The way you can
The way a real man
Can fill me