Healing

As flattering
As words can be
I don't want to keep
Crying for no reason
Is it due to
The change of season?
Is it like reading
Cue For Treason?
As dry
As words can be...
I don't see
The point in desparation
I used to think
That if I were desparate enough
I could find someone
Willing to
Save me from myself
That if my heart ached enough
If my heart broke some more
That I'd know what healing was for
I didn't expect that feeling
The feeling of being there before
I don't like that feeling
The feeling of being there before