Not Looking

I can't find
What I'm looking
For
So I'm not looking
Anymore
For just some guy
Who wants to
Score
For I am not a
Wh*re
I've had more
Than I've had to endure
When I was looking
It was because I was insecure
If truth be told, it's next to sure
That maybe I am still
Insecure
Immature
But I want to be pure
I want to be secure
I want to be demure
I also want to be sure
That it is not just mud in my eye
That for all this waiting
There might be
The right guy