Hole in My Shield

Interesting the things I have missed
When I thought I was strong enough
To not even be thinking of them
In terms of something I missed
But it has been a while
Since I've even thought about it
Turns out that I'm not as strong
As I thought I'd be
Weakness being
More of a hinderance
More of a hole in my shield
I can look through this hole in my shield
Nothing will it yield
And all of the weapons they wield!
All for a fight for a field!
To stake a claim on land
That does not belong in the hand
Of a man
Who killed a man
This war I fight
Might not be worth the fight
I could set my sight
On being stubborn forever
I could die saying never ever
Or live using love as a lever
To boost myself up
Let it fill me up
Rather than fighting the fight
Of being stubborn forever