I Still Dream of That Day

It has been a painful wait

Seeing others have
The kind of life
I could have died for
Love I would have died for
Loyalty that I never had before

Dreams to keep me warm at night
Repressed
Emotions
All that I ever wanted or needed in a
Man; in a mate

Occasion
For celebration

That I thought would never
Happen to me
Attention
That I secretly craved

Doubt that seemed endless is gone
As I walk down the aisle and
You're waiting there for me with the biggest smile on your face