Thoughts Well Hidden

The thoughts I think are
Hidden from you
Open up is only something I can do partially
Unable to open all the way like a door that cannot
Get past everything behind it
Hidden is what I am, even to myself
True vulnerability
Scares me

Witless
Encrouching on a
Level I want to
Leave well enough alone

Hoping that some doors
I might never have to open
Demons could lurk behind locked
Doors
Everyone should keep it so the demons
Never see the light of day