Wish You Would Be

I noticed that you were not there
As I had been hoping that you would be
As I had expected you to be

You were not
I wanted to say that I noticed

I notice that you are not here
As I hope that you could be
As I have no right to expect you to be

You are not
I want to say that I notice

My heart fell through my shoes
When I realized this

Although I have no
Right to expect anything of you
Or right to even hope for you
To one day be HERE
With me
Where I always wish you would be