The Only Thing that Gives Me Hope

There's something I can't put my finger on...
Could be how perfect, in my eyes, you are to me
How in the littlest ways you make me feel free
How often I could think about you in a day
How often I think about not knowing what to say
How that awkwardness just doesn't go away

I wish I had the guts to blow you a kiss from afar
And not care if you caught it or not
And not care if you kept it or not
And not care if you returned it or not...

I wish I had the guts to wink at you when you winked at me
I was just in shock that you'd wink at me
At ME!

I am aware that my time is running out
That my luck is running out
I let my head get full of doubt

Even though I sometimes think I can see
Into our futures
A future together
That is the only thing that gives me hope