Lock You Out

You saw my open wounds
My ugly damaged heart
You saw me at my weakest
You saw me fall apart

I tried to turn away
I tried to stop myself
It was all in vain
Like so many of my attempts

Only I could hate you for being
So understanding
So forgiving
So gentle and so kind

I wish I could hate you
I wish I could forget you
Like I have with so many others
Because they were so easy to
Lock out of my heart
Lock out of my mind

Change the locks and
Not give away the keys
Only I still see myself
On my knees
Begging please
For some sort of reason to

Be able to
Lock you out of my heart
Lock you out of my mind