It Was All the Same To You

I suppose it doesn't matter
That you can laugh behind my back

We'll see what happens now
Awkwardness
Something that takes time to get past

Almost past the
Last time
Lest coming

To this point
Here I can
Emotionally distance myself

Something you have
Already done
Maybe I should have
Emotionally distanced myself at

The same time you did
Only my heart told me I wasn't ready

You can turn it
On and off so easily
Until the switch breaks and you're stuck off