Out of the Ordinary

The part of me that feels anything
Had to be left behind
Like deleting commentary
Out of the ordinary
Hiding my true feelings
Has never been an issue with me
I am open in all honesty
And sometimes you mistake modesty
With honesty
Calling me modest
As though I were the best
With a medal to wear close to my chest
Perhaps suddenly worth the interest
Mutual interest
Instead of me trying to pursue
Some stupid dream
I've held onto for too long
You always knew I wasn't strong
I pretend to be strong
Until everything goes wrong