Be Honest With Yourself

Better than I was
Even by my own standards

Hopelessly lost in an
Obsession that was
Not completely my fault
Even if there is nobody to blame
Somehow thing could have been different but
That was not the case

Was not in the stars
In the cards
That I was dealt but there's always the next
Hand and I might just get lucky

You don't believe in luck
Or in anything of the sort
Unless it forces the belief of itself onto your
Restless conscienceness
Some people don't get
Enough sleep
Late nights tend to
Force you to doubt everything