I Have To, But I Don't Want To

I have to, but I don't want to. My eyes

Half closed to the truth that was staring
At me all along. I wish you'd just told me. Instead of being so
Very cold. Ice could have run through your veins.
Even though it can't. It can't run. I couldn't. Even

Though I tried to. I felt
Obliteraterated,

But you were oblivious. You said you didn't
Understand, but how could you not? If I said it... You'd have
Told me that 

I was nothing more than a friend.

Don't do that. Don't spend
One more
Night with me. Just to
'
Tell me that. That I'm not 

What you want. That I'm just
A girl you used to know.
Not now. Don't do
That. Don't be

That
Oblivious.