I've Got Something To Hold

It may not be much, but it feels so
'
Very good. I don't feel
Empty like I thought I was

Going to feel.
On nights like
These. When I

Sometimes feel lonely.
On nights like these, but I'd rather be
My own compant than
Ever feel
The way I felt that night. When all the
Hope I had died
In just one night. Like I
Never had any hope at all. To ever be anything.
Give me death over heartbreak. Give me silence over

Talking to
Open air.... Give me pillows to

Hug and to hold
Over
Lovelessness. Over anyone who
Doesn't see my worth.