The Stupidest, The Sappiest

Time to tell you that you've had a
Healing
Effect, but I can't

Say certain things to you. I can't
Take it there. That's been
Understood. I all but
Promised not to. Just so that
I could keep you at a
Distance and let it be
Easy.
Something without emotion. But I could easily
Take it there and you know.

,

That's why you
Have felt me pulling away. While I
Examine myself. 

So that I don't get
Ahead of myself. So that something
Pleasurable can be
Pleasurable.
If only at a distance.
Even if for now. You still
See the same sky,
The same stars...