Why Am I Disappointed?

Why am I disappointed? Do I
Have to have everything I want? At least
You told me the truth. 

Albeit, I
May have wanted something else. 

I may have wanted to

Dream a little longer. And not have my sleep
Interupted by
Stark reality.
Albeit, your reality is your reality.
People can't be all things to all
People. Didn't stop me from wanting to
Open my heart to you, but
It's getting too risky. I don't
Need to be loved or in love and I keep
Telling myself this. But did it
Ever stop me from
Diving in the shallow end?