Wednesday, September 27, 2006

I'm still waiting

I wish I had
Some answers
Something
If only I had
Anything
But you never tell me
Anything
What am I supposed to think?
How am I supposed to feel?
This is real
To me
But you're not taking this
Seriously
I told you
That I'm willing
to wait
That I'm willing
To negotiate
I told you
That I cannot wait
Forever
For nothing
And every time you hesitate
I know there is less to anticipate
If only you'd tell me
That this isn't what you want
That I'm not the girl you want
That this isn't going to work for you
Instead of putting me through
The grief of not knowing
What you want
When I know
And try to tell you
What I want
I try to be patient
I try to give you your
space, your time
But for me
This time
Is running out
Without a doubt
And I can't wait forever
For you to figure this out
Because I'm hurting
Waiting
Just to find out
What it is that you really want
It can't be me
I'm not the one you want
And just so you know
It hurts me more
Than you'll ever know

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