Dream Of

He told me
That matrimony
Is not a priority
It will happen
When it happens
Or if it happens
But it will never happen
For me
Why am I fixated?
On this ideal
When I know
That it can’t be real
All I am
Is what I feel
Why is it worth
Getting married?
Just for the sake of
Getting married?
If I ever get married
It will be for love
But I only dream of
Falling in love