I Still Try

Scared of change
Everything changes
Some things change
In bad ways
Some things change
In good ways
Whichever the case
They change
I've been scared
Of the unpredictability
Not knowing what the outcome
May be
Or will be
I guess I feel as though
Bad outcomes means
That I have failed
Somehow
And I never know how
I spend most of my life
Trying to find out the 'how'
And the 'why'
I still fail
To find
The 'how'
And the 'why'
But I still try