Disappointed in Me

I have entertained the thought
The very thought
And I've been caught
Having done
Something I said
I would not do

I'm honest to a fault
I tell you
Things I should not
Tell you

I let the cat out of the bag
All the time
And I cannot keep
Hoping for anything at all

The higher my hopes
The harder I fall
I cannot hope
For anything
At all

Maybe I've lowered
My expectations
Fooled myself
By saying I had none

And after this
Just blows over
It'll be a reminder
Of how much stronger
I need to be

I'm disappointed in me