Conjure Bitter Hate

Conjure up in your mind
Some reason to bitterly hate me
As though I poisoned your food
While spitting in your face...
Can't take seriously things said
Out of the heat of the moment
Things that don't happen every day
But you'd want it that way
Because you want to say
Anything that would land me
In hot water
With the ones who already judge me
Then judge me
Why should I lose sleep?
Why should I be the one
Plotting against everyone who goes out of their way
Just to make things harder
As if I haven't already
Dealt with things harder
Even if I haven't exactly dealt...
Even having dwelt
With things harder...
If you had things building up
And haven't gone completely
Out of your mind already
Means than you might
Just as well be
As strong as I try to be