Those Warm Feelings

Tried as I might, I couldn't
Have you in my life 
Only when it
Suited you. I wanted things to be
Equal and fair. I 

Wanted more than
Ant crumbs. I wanted you to
Remember
Me, see me, know me,  

Feel me. So that
Even with your
Eyes closed, you'd still know it was me. 
Listening to my breathing, you'd know
It was me. It was
Never that I didn't need you. I
Guess I just needed the
Sweetness back.