The Version Of You

There was a version of you in my
Head. The nostaligia from an
Era where memories existed... A

Version of you that
Existed as a small child and I
Recall your
Sadness and 
I saw your pain there, but you don't want to
Open those wounds and do 
Not want to pour

On some disinfectant for
Fear that the

You that 
Only you know would somehow be
Undone and you got used to using that for your protection, but here 

I am, I came into your life when you were
Not ready for me and you were not wanting

Me, you were
Yearning for what you

Had and you always go back to what
Existed for you, that became
A comfort zone. 
Denying 

Any need for knowing what you might 
Need. But I am not going to chase you down to
Drag you to your healing. You want your

Indecision because it does
Not force you to choose

Me. 
You want your

Heartache because as 
Extreme as it is, it
Allows you to feel something 
Real that you can
Trust when you cannot trust