I Really Hope For Changes

I wish I had waited, but I don't

Regret telling you 
Either... But keeping it 
All inside... 
Lying to you, 
Lying to myself... That I didn't feel anything for
You at all, but I can't

Hold my breath and force you to
Open your eyes... And know what kind of
Person I am. What I always
Envisioned for us, but 

For that, I needed you to be
Open to it, 
Respectful towards me... 

Catch my drift and not crush my
Heart and soul... Not take
Advantage for that soft spot I've had for you....
Not run me so deep into the
Ground... Never be so
Extremely harsh to me....
Sorry, I just hope for changes.