These Late Sleepless Nights

These restless nights, so
Hot I can't 
Escape the 
Sweat, but it's somewhat 
Easier just

Laying here even though
All I can 
Think about is you, 
Even though I know I

Should 
Let you go. 
Especially since we couldn't make things work. 
Especially since it took too long to just make some
Plans to get together, to have some
Lunch, some laughs, 
Escape for a while. 
Share a
Smile. Remembering that it wasn't supposed to be about

Needing anything or about getting so deep
Inside each other's minds, scared of what we were
Going to find... Wasn't about being
Haunted about 
The secrets that we keep, but I 
Secretly knew and you never had to tell me.