I Still Think Of You

I wish everything went

Smooth as silk. I wish I could
Thank you for the times that still live 
In my heart. I wish I could 
Lay next to you, 
Look into your eyes and

Take your
Hand in mine, take you
Into me, but
Not now....
Knowing it went so badly that it may not work

On the level I wish it would work, but I
Forgive you for the way

You treated me... 
Oh I wish even I could 
Understand why you're so deep in my heart!