If You Didn't Want Me

If you didn't want me,
For my sake,

You could have told me. You could have
Opened up to me and told me everything. I
Understand everything now and this is what I

Didn't want to see, to know, but 
I knew. You said you were
Done. You said that you wanted something
New and I
'
Thought we 

Wanted the same things. 
All this time, we wanted 
Nothing close
To what I thought we wanted. If you didn't want

Me, why did you try to make it seem that you might
Eventually?