In My Heart It's Always Been You

In my heart, it's always been you... And I
Never fully explained how I truly felt, but

My feelings aren't of utmost importance.
You have your life to live and your

Heart is somewhere else. With someone 
Else and I have no choice but to
Accept it. 
Really, is 
There any other choice? You told me that 

In a 'perfect world' I would be friends with her, too. 
That you only ever
'
Saw me as a friend...

All I want to feel is the way I felt when your
Lips touched mine. 
Why did you kiss me? Why did you let me feel that I had
A glimmer of a chance with
You when 
She is the one you want? 

But 
Even the ones we think we can trust with
Everything are
Not always the ones we can trust. I wish that

You would listen. I wish that I could
Open your eyes. I wish you could see what you think is
Unfounded. I wish you would see the red flags.